Annoying human being.

I just feel stupid. Like for no reason. I feel like the only thing I can do is being annoying. And I know I am annoying. Still complaining about my life, fangirling, saying stupid things. I can't help it. I still wonder how someone could create something like me. And it hurts me even more when I found out that my "creators" found me stupid and annoying too.

I just feel useless, like if I was just some sort of mistake, or maybe they wanted me to be different person. And instead of a dream girl, they've got that silly moody teenager, who locks herself in her room and spend all her free time with fangirling, crying over the bands, living the virtual life.

And sometimes I feel ashamed for being like this. I know, I shouldn't act like I have the biggest problems in the world, when there's the kids who suffer even more, or world promblems etc.

I'm sick of everything, I'm sick of this life, I'm sick of everyone, I'm sick of myself.

I'm just a little piece of shit.