We're in this together

There's another day. Another day when I sit early in the morning in the darkness of my room, where only light comes from my laptop. And I'm just thinking - why am I so serious? Why I can't laugh and be just happy and don't feel bad for that? Where those days when I didn't care about anything. Well, maybe I'm just too emotional, but which teen girl isn't?

I won't act like someone else, just because I'm afraid to show my feelings. Even this makes me called "emo" and "girl who acts she has a depression". Sometimes... I just felt so alone. Like there's no one I could talk to. And then I came on the internet and everything was better. I know I'm maybe addicted. But who cares? Thanks to people I met there, I'm better person, I know there's people just like me and even I love them and it makes me sick that so awesome people have to suffer just like me, we're in this together and we'll still helping each other, even we didn't see each other in reality. But do I want this? I mean, magic of this whole internet and save thing would be gone, but sometimes I feel so down that everything I wanna do is hug those people and never let them go. This bond is stronger than I might think.

Just thanks to you I won't give up, I'll keep trying to survive. Thank you for everything. You're my whole world, the only light in my rainy days.