Dark.

Somehow I found out that dark is the best place I can be.
Dark freaked me out earlier. When I was little, I saw weird shadows and faces in it.
But now it's just like... safety. When you're alone in the dark, just with your thoughts, with yourself, you learn a lot about you, about your soul. There's no reason why you shouldn't act like the person who you truly are. You don't have to pretend. You just let those emotions inside of you go. Everything it's natural.
You don't care about how do you look, because in the dark it's hidden. And no one can judge you according to your face. It's just like my own world. Sometimes I like to keep the silence around me, but the most of time a listen to my favorite songs and nothing's better than this.
I've got a lot of inspiration... I can write, I can draw and even I feel alone, even I feel sad sometimes, this curtain of dark is comforting me. I'm not afraid. I'm not freaked out. You know, when you're little, you go to your parents' bed, because you're afraid? And when you're next to them it's like nothing can ever touch you? This feeling I've got in this room. And I'm glad to have this feeling, since I was too old to parents' bed.

It's fucking weird that I actually wrote those sentences just about the dark. I never thought I'll write something like this. Well, it's like I'm a psycho and weird. But I'm always weird. And I wanted to write it. I felt like it. And that's why I've got this blog.

Even it's boring and no one cares about it... I feel a lot of better after writing all my emotions out.

It's almost a tradition to leave you with a song, huh?